The day at work passed as usual, on average. An ordinary meal at home, while with my family, a short walk. But anyway, for unknown reasons I was extremely pissed. I felt that my life was slipping through my fingers and I did nothing particular today I did not develop myself.
I was angry with myself, for nothing specific. I felt that I should be punished – for my lifetime achievement.The only positive side of today is a large dose of energy, resulting from a deep dissatisfaction but it is.
According to the teachings of the masters, the best way is to use most of the excess energy on self-development. Through meditation to higher subtle energy. OK! That’s what I do. A long, deep meditation will help me. A candle, a blanket and here we go.
Amazingly. I immediately fell into a deep and an unusual state. It was not a standard meditation, but rather a sort of trance, thousands of thoughts rattled in my head, some pictures, plans for the future, a bit of everything – in one word – huge mess.
After an undefined time, all thoughts suddenly subsided and a blissful peace appeared. My spiritual face lit up and a slight smile appeared. Suddenly I realized that I was nobody, I meant nothing. Theoretically I should be upset, but I was filled with blissful joy. I’m nobody, so my sham-problems meant nothing. What a freedom to be absolutely nobody! Good,I did not mess that bad mood with an alcohol. That wouldn’t help, only temporarily suppress the problem.
Like master said: we must closely empathize with the pain, understand its nature and cause – then the pain will pass and we will be purified.
We are not allowed to hide behind alcohol, drugs or other stimulants. It hurts, because it has to hurt!Bad mood, adversity, unhappy coincidences – that everything is to help you. Just as parents can spank the child to help him and not inflict pain (anyway this hurts him more than a child!).
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